Hectic Week

Wad a week this is turning out to be for me. Lemme explain in brief all d stuff i did. Firstly shopping.....tau la, big sale and x' mas aso around d corner....y is it called "x'mas" anyway?? I will tell where i went. Monday: midvalley, curve, ikano. Tues: 1U, metro prima Wed: Sogo and d area, klcc. You know how exhausting shopping can be...itz worse than even a 20 km walk. I think i went to fitting room over a hundred times...Mum bought so much of stuff around 5sets of clothes...wonder hw much tht wud be....dun bother asking...ENJOYING it.
Lepas tu, kena hias rumah juga....First set up tree...I got this fibre optic 1, wid d glowing lights....ppl say itz a lovely and vry (mengeratkan hubungan silaturahim) thing to do. Ya rite la....Do u noe hw hard it is to open up d leaves..then later mus make sure the top nt bengkok...dad gt so pissed he kicked down the tree and we had to do it all over again. Also, mus change curtain, pluck each and every weed in the garden, cuci longkang, clean stor room...i came across a type of cochroach i think wid blue colour wings!
Baking is another issue....i became an elf to mum. Las yr i did all d stirring cuz mums hand ws hurt...ppl said it was d best they eva tastd and mum took all d credit and said itz ma secret recipe wic is actually my work!! Then susah susah mus shape d dough into shapes like christmas tree and teddy bear, I suck at art related biz, will take hours to do it then mum will say d head is nt perfect and smash all d doe and i haf to start agn.
Now to more social stuff....Carolling.... mus wear d stupid hat wid d flashing light and walk and sing on d roads like drunk animals. Good thing is each hse we go they gif sum kinda snacks. Sum places so pathetic wid d tiger biscuits...And got sum rich buggers too...this couple gave all 30 plus of us d 3 ferrero rocher chocolate..lols. Not to mention church activities. Theres this sundayschool play wic is reli funny. Im suppose to be a robber and i haf my gang la...v go and try n steal a handbag from a girl then this bloody picakare(beggar) comes and says, leave her alone, and v all equipped wid knives and all get so scared and cabut. So making a fool of myself up dere.
Conclusion, this is d most hectic week of d year to me...non stop work work....owh yea theres also this prom , school 1 wic im suposed to sing bt ma voice jz broke, 1 of ma backup singers gt dengue so PANIC. If i survive this week, i deserve a outstanding performance award.

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

Random facts:
1. Seriously overweight.
2. Deep thinker
3. Reputation is of utmost importance.
4. Smiles often cure me.
5. Materialistic
6. Big appetite
7. Hate racism: p.s.- im black
8. Coke makes me drunk

My appearance

How tall are you: Was 172 cm last year and neva grew.
Wish you were taller: Of course
Eye colour: Brownish black
Eye colour you want: Doesnt matter
Natural hair colour : black
Current hair colour : Black
Short or long hair : Long and messy
Ever dye your hair a bizzare colour: Red
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: dyed it
Glasses or contacts : Just started with contacts
Do you ever wear make-up: no
Had hair extensions: no...wads tht?? doesnt tht mean ur hair growing??
Paint your nails : nop

In the opposite gender

What colour eyes: light brown
What colour hair : dark brown
Shy or outgoing : shy
Sexy or cute : cute
Serious or fun : both
Older or younger than you : younger
A turn on : Understanding
A turn off : Doesnt have a big appetite

This or that

Flowers or chocolates: chocolates
Pepsi or coke : COKE
Rap or Rock : Rock
Relationship or one night stand : Relationship
School or work : school
Love or Money : Love
Movies or Music : Music
Country or City : City
Sunny or Rainy days: both

Have you ever

Lie : yea, who doesnt rite??
Stole something : yep
Smoked : nope
Hurt someone close to you: Yea and regretting it
Broke someone's hurt : Dun think so
Had your heart broken : yeah
Wondered what was wrong with you : yea, recently
Wish you were a prince/princess : nop never
Liked someone who was taken : yea
Shaved your head : wana try
Used chopsticks : yea, but people laugh....
Sang in the mirror to yourself : often
Friends or family : depends on situation....

Favourites

Flowers : not bad la...
Candy : indian ones...kesari, athirasam, palqoa..etc..
Song: Too many larh..
Scent: something tht is not too strong....ambi pur in my mums car is ok..lols
Colour: Green, purple, black
Movies: Comedy, horror
Singer: myself (hehe)
Word : nothing...as in d word nothing...
Junk food : Twisties(bbq)
Website : youtube
Location : my room
Animal : doggy

¤Misc¤
Ever cried over someone : yea
Anything you want to change about yourself: weight, lack of confidence
Do you think your attractive: Thats something others should judge
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: Duno...but i like the song tong hua which means fairytale
Do you play any sports : Yea, alot. But not gifted in any....

Tags

1. Azelia
2. Josh
3. Chien
4. Jia Wei
5. Amirul
6. Lisa
7. Ben
8. Ash

Temporary deafness

Got up at 4am today, ears were throbbing with pain,i supposed it was because of d flu and sorethroat Ive been having for the past few days. Later in the day, the pain receeded so I decided to practice songs for the prom. Started with the famous crush. Theres this really high part at the end of the chorus( goin awayyyyyyyy) usually my voice breaks. But today, suprisingly I was able to do it. BUT, my voice was strangely very low. I started screaming n screaming again and again but it was still low and not breaking. So I decided to get my keyboard and practice with the correct key. However, when i played that high note, I could not hear it at all. Thought it was spoilt o smth, but all the lower notes were perfectly fine, after that note onwards, I coudnt hear a single thing.
So I switched on d computer and listened to crush. It was same, that part sounded really low and flat. Tried listening to miss independent and it was the same. So I set my speaker's volume to the max. Wrong thing to do, things got even worse. You know that sound that is produced when you gargle your mouth?? Everything I heard sounded like that, even when i spoke or hit something. Thought there was some wax blocking my eardrum o smth. Took a cotton bud and started digging, but coudnt get anything out. So I panicked, and thats when I do stupid, insane, psychotic stuffs. Forced some water into my ear. At first the feeling was real good, the water flowing down. lols. Shortly later, there was this sharp piercing pain, I coundnt balance and dropped to the ground. Started hitting my ears violently, it worked. The pain went off. But at that time, I rather have the pain, because i went deaf completely. Shouted, cudnt hear anything. My brothers were fighting nearby, one already starting to cry but I coundnt hear anything.
I experienced deafness for around half a minute. Could hear after that but still that gargling sound could be heard in the background. Now I sit here typing this out while waiting for dad to return from work to go see a doctor. I really hope that itz because of the flu and not anything else. Imagine going deaf.....the thing I will miss the most....my voice(haha)

Pros and Cons of Addiction towards EPL

Watchin EPL matches has become a custom of many people all across d globe. Consisting of teams only based in England, it displays among the best players ever in the world. But why the heck are we, not even in the same continent, region, so concerned on whats happening up there?? Do we even know a single football player of our country.....I understand the Malaysian football standard is at a very amateur level but support a bit la....Malaysia boleh kan?? Instead we rush over to the nearest addidas stores to get latest, special edition jerseys, caps, wristbands, balls, boots of our favourite EPL club. Our bedroom walls are filled with posters of ronaldo, rooney, gerard, lampard, ballack, t.henry, torres, drogba and so on....
Im not saying im an anti-EPL, I myslef have been watchin matches since the mere age of nine and am a die hard Liverpool fan...Youll Never Walk Alone!! However, these thoughts of why the heck do I even care occured to me. Okay lets start with the benefits of watchin EPL. First of all, you get to learn the new stunts, tricks and techniques of kicking, dribbling, tackling, and even heading as in do not head the ball but head the players instead(zidane). Next it helps you strike up conversations with people. Example: Hey, Chelsea sux man!!!! Besides that, it helpls you earn some cah through gambling. Or loose em....My friend lost 300 bux just like that wen MU lost 2-1 to Arsenal....haha padan muka, thats wad happens when you support useless teams..hehe. Some people even bet handphones and cars. Also it allows you to stay up late, in my case la. Example, my trials were goin on and there was this really nice scary movie. Asked my dad whether i could watch, then he said No......asked whether i could watch that nights match....OF CUZ! Who do you think would score huh??? lols. And finally, you get that feeling of satisfaction. Being a fan, somehow you fall in love with the club and feel you are part of it......when they score goals, it feels like you scored full marks for a test. Thats all the benefits that I can think of so far. If there are any more, pls comment I can add em.

Moving on to the negative effects. Firstly, watchin EPL makes you put on weight. It has become a regular activity for many to visit the mamak stall with friends during the weekends. Foods such as roti canai, teh tarik, murtabak and so served with various types of curries such as pork curry(rk house) are ordered in large amounts. Roti canai takes weeks to digest and leads to overweight problems. At home, we are usually slouched on the sofa while feasting on chocolates, popcorn and bottles of coke and beer. Next, there is no future for Malaysian football. Young players who are very talented migrate to UK hoping they will be able to join some club and the ones left here are the hopeless ones. Quarrels too often occur from diehard fans....They get too emotional especially when theyre team losses. For example, there are always fights in pubs from drunk fans supporting different teams. In relation to that, sum ppl tend to injure themselves out of frustration. My cousin, pounded his fist so hard on the wall repeatedly that it started bleeding and required bleeding. Asshole right, that also when the result was a draw. Sorry, mind has gone blank.....cant think of anything else...lols. In conclusion, watchin epl has its pros and cons. Itz good for the younger generation who make up the future of footbal, but for all the uncles, mamas, pakcik.....to much addiction over this causes negative effects. There was even an article in the paper that a man died of a heart attack when the team he supported lost. lols. So will you all minimise the time spent watchin matches, money spent buying equipment of your favourite clubs and outings to mamak stalls?? Din think so, but it was worth a try anyway...

* SIMPLE VS REAL * * * *A simple friend has never seen you cry. * *A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. * * * *A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. * *A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. * * * *A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. * *A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to * *help you clean. * * * *A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to * *bed. * *A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. * * * *A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. * *A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. * * * *A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. * *A real friend could blackmail you with it. * * * *A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. * *A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself. * * * *A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have * *an argument. * *A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've * *had a fight. * * * *A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. * *A real friend expects to always be there for you! * * * *Pass this on to anyone you care about. If you get it back you have *found your true friends! A ball is a circle, No beginning, no end. * *It keeps us together, Like our Circle of Friends, But the treasure * insidefor you to see is the treasure of friendship *You've granted to me. Today I pass the friendship ball to you.

An Impossible Mission

Listen up soldiers, we have a crisis on our hands. A silent army has been built up over hundreds of years and is the most deadly enemy we have ever had to face. This enemy you people have known since the day you were brought into this world. You are face to face with this enemy every day, unknowing that every step you take, every move you make, and every decision you face is contributing somehow to this army’s strength. In case you haven’t noticed yet, ladies and gentlemen, this enemy is ourselves. Slowly and surely we are destroying animals, ourselves and most importantly the only planet we have, Earth. You have probably all heard this speech a thousand times before, and well if this has to be the 1001 before we get off our lazy, self-destructing asses and do something to fix it, so be it! I admit I’m no better than the rest of you at the simple things in everyday life that are destroying this planet, but the whole issue pisses me off. Our whole existence revolves around money, and our personal benefit. We have forgotten how to do things for others, how to help the planet and, in turn, how to benefit the species. The fact is simple people, we’re killing ourselves. Many, however, don’t notice it. They believe what they’re doing is either beneficial, or that they are too small to do anything about it. Well most of them are right, most of us fall under some sort of higher power, which means that the root of the problems are mainly the governments. Don’t think that this is leading into one of those x-filesy, conspiracy theory type lectures, however if you’d like to call it that, I wont be one to judge. I do believe the governments know how to prevent and stop much of the problems in our world today. For example, it’s a widely known fact that we have the technology to use water instead of gas for cars, but the government wont allow production because they get money off gas, and to them it’s more important than a clean environment, more important than contaminating the water, or killing off animals because of the pollution even when the money they get from the gas ends up being put back into trying to control these problems anyway. And who was the guy who thought that burning fossil fuels would be a good source of energy anyway? Did they take the first suggestion that came up or what? Fossil fuels are not everlasting guys, HELLO! Is our species so narrow-minded that we can’t see into the future and realise that one day it will run out. Or did we know that in the beginning and not care cause it was the only resource we could use? Did we then become so lazy that we couldn’t spend the time and money (ooo not money!!) to figure out some other sort of fuel or energy source?!?! This is nuts!!! So go ahead try and hide. Protect yourselves with your fancy guns and munitions, run away with your trains, planes, and automobiles or go about as if nothing’s happening. None of those will help you much cause the only way we can shelter ourselves from what’s to come is if we stop it from ever happening. Now are you all able to get off your couches, stop watching your TV’s and do something about it? Didn’t think so but it was worth a try anyway.

Do You Think???

Do you think? When was the last time you really sat down and thought about something? Was it

a few minutes ago or a few months ago? Our society is so reliant on someone else thinking for

them that we have become a co-dependent culture. Did you watch the news today? Was some

guy on a killing spree? A serial killer. Did you ever wonder if they felt any mercy for the person

as they killed them, each one of them? Or maybe they were merciless and they felt nothing. Or

maybe, just maybe, they are a figment of your imagination. Did you wake up this morning or are

you still dreaming? Or are you possibly in a computer generated and controlled world that will

keep you there until you wake up, like in the movie the Matrix? Are people fond of you or do

people hate you? Maybe as you were walking past that person this morning and you said hi and

they smiled and waved back, they were just doing it to make you go away. Or maybe they have

a crush on you. Maybe, in the middle of that movie you were watching in English class, there was

a subliminal message that said "FOOD" and so you thought you were hungry. Is there really an

afterlife or do you just die and cease to exist? A Heaven? A Hell? ANd ghosts. Are they there?

Are they what give you the shivers when you're waking up in the middle of the night, wondering

if someone is lurking around the corner? ALiens? Do they exist or are they just some media

generated piece of America's collection of dreams? If they do exist, are they of higher level of

intelligence, lower, or the same? Would they be out to harm us, be friendly, or just be like us?

Would they be us? Maybe they have blue skin, twenty tentacles on their head, and purple hair.

Or maybe they look just like us and exist in some far corner of the universe. And, yes, the

universe. Have you ever thought about how far the universe goes? Does it ever end? Maybe if

one went far enought they'd reach some place of being beyond a human's comprehension?

Wormholes also referred to as "black holes" ; there is a theory that states that if someone were

to be sucked into one that they would be "speghettified" meaning that they would be stretched

into an impossible length to be accomplished on earth. If they were to also be sucked through to

the other end, would they end up at another place in time, maybe 100.000 years in the future or

200,000 years in the past? Black holes have such a strong gravitational force that they suck

light away. Where does the light go? Where do all the missing socks in the dryer go? If you could

go back to being a baby in your mother's womb, would you be able to realize what was going on

and would you remember it for the rest of your life or for a short period of time? If you went

back in time to the age of two years, by the time you got to the age of 16, would you be any

smarter? Or would everything simply be remedial? Just a thought for those of you out there

who haven't really sat down and had a good thought today...lols

Love
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"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer,and not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness."
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The Paradox is This- If you Love until it Hurts...There can be no more pain...Only More Love...
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We always Believe our first love is our last;
And our Last love is our first...
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Love is like an hour glass...The heart fills...as the Brain empties...
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Love is the Condition...
in which the happiness of another person
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Life is a FLower...in which Honey, is love.
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So i guess without love......u dun haf a life???

WHAT IS LOVE ANYWAY?????!!!!!!!

fitting in.......

Lately ive been emo-ing bout stuffz which are actually not worth stressing myself about. Friends- i have a lot but wad about close, true ones.....dun think it even passes five. Kay lets give an example.....in my class there r many 'gangz'. Picture a circle with me as the centre, the circle contains many sectors. Meaning ill b able to go and chat with any group but somehow cannot be a part of it. So like a bloody retard, i try and fit in into any of the one groups, do alota dumb stuff such as update myself on d groups interests. In the end, i jz ended up hurting myself and remained in the same place where I started. So I started hating myself for d sucker I am. Then a little bird told me that i dun even have to try but just stop and be myself, thats how people will know the real you and like you. Might sound like a real known fact but most of us tend to forget it. And in the process of tryna fit in, I neglected those few people that were actually friends. So i realised that the way to fit in, be likeable is to stop pretending of whom youre not. Be yourslef and somehow everything will fall into place. Someone called me a star in the sky. In this busy life, people neva look up to the sky but instead are busy with worldly stuff. When problems arise and they feel depressed, then only they look up and there I am. The fact is, I am a person who only gets noticed when times are badd.....that just sux right. But hey, itz better than nothing. Friends are a part of life and everyone needs them. True friends take time to be developed. So just show a lil bit of love to everyone and you wont have problems getting friends cuz FRIENDS ARE LOVE XD