Itz been months edi since ive posted anything. I do this when i really really have nothing else to do. Hate writing edi, duno y. Anyway, this post is bout a class choir singing choir for minggu bm wic took place laz week. I gt dam excited n started bugging lisa to have practices. But everything turned out not so good la. Btw las yr my class won our form n got 2nd place overall so many of us were looking forward to bcome champions this time around.
We managed to decide wad we were gona sing only 3 days bfore comp, stressed alota ppl out esp lilian d pianist(of cuz la, she has to learn a song wid no notes provided within 3days). But anyway all tht was overcome and my class actually is kinda good in singing, v managed to get the tune within a day.
D day bfore the comp, i decided to take matters into my own hands. Bcuz eventhough d music was there n ppl were able to sing, it was reli reli bland, no live, there were no parts too, and it made the song dull-itz my opinion only. So, I started echoing lines of d chorus....mainly to add spice to it and cheer ppl up. But it was d opposite la. The front row said they got confused when to come in and asked me to shut the **** up. Im damn sensitive n got reli hurt by tht. I din understand, dont all choirs have parts, we did it laz yr bt this time they din want it anymore. I mean seriously it ws bland, nt even a boys girls part. My class ppl can reli sing, v made d judges cry las yr bt i duno why they din wana show out their skills.
Later at home, heard stuff of me bein LC, thinkin im d greatest n stuff....was even more hurt n decided to confront d ppl involved. Things gt nasty, they brought up d past stuff n said 1 of d reasons v lost laz yr bcuz my voice broke( i had a solo part laz yr) and lots more la..do not wish to say it. Vowed not to come to school for d comp.
I duno wad was wrong wd me, d nex morning i 4gt completely bout d issue n went to skool. lols. Then OH SHIT, WHY AM I HERE. Anyway, i tried to get over my emoness n sang my heart out durin d comp, but stilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllsum ppl said i ws keepin quiet d whole time. I even got a comment....ur voice SUCKS.

Thats d story, believe me itz d simplified 1...lols. I have to agree i did show off wid echoin and all...i ws jz tryna help bt ya it was berlagaking. And whn ppl said my voice sux it reli hurt. I noe im not d best singer in d world although i act that way sometimes but I know i dun suck. Ppl have to c when i show off itz bcuz i love music so so much. And maybe it was also a cry for attention cuz basically i feel like a stranger, a ghost in class......so maybe it wass all a cry to be noticed??????????????? Anyhow Im sorry........