fitting in.......

Lately ive been emo-ing bout stuffz which are actually not worth stressing myself about. Friends- i have a lot but wad about close, true ones.....dun think it even passes five. Kay lets give an example.....in my class there r many 'gangz'. Picture a circle with me as the centre, the circle contains many sectors. Meaning ill b able to go and chat with any group but somehow cannot be a part of it. So like a bloody retard, i try and fit in into any of the one groups, do alota dumb stuff such as update myself on d groups interests. In the end, i jz ended up hurting myself and remained in the same place where I started. So I started hating myself for d sucker I am. Then a little bird told me that i dun even have to try but just stop and be myself, thats how people will know the real you and like you. Might sound like a real known fact but most of us tend to forget it. And in the process of tryna fit in, I neglected those few people that were actually friends. So i realised that the way to fit in, be likeable is to stop pretending of whom youre not. Be yourslef and somehow everything will fall into place. Someone called me a star in the sky. In this busy life, people neva look up to the sky but instead are busy with worldly stuff. When problems arise and they feel depressed, then only they look up and there I am. The fact is, I am a person who only gets noticed when times are badd.....that just sux right. But hey, itz better than nothing. Friends are a part of life and everyone needs them. True friends take time to be developed. So just show a lil bit of love to everyone and you wont have problems getting friends cuz FRIENDS ARE LOVE XD